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I don't know what to do vol. I got raped

Jan 25, 2013 @ 00:41
On May 10, 2012, I walked into my best friend's store, just like I did every other day. My friend Rence's cousin, Ziyad, was there. I had never met him before. I was helping out at the store, it was no big deal- I did it every other day. My mom worked there too, but she wasn't there that day. I was an innocent regular ass young nigga, I basically just joked about rape and I never thought that I could be raped, I always thought I'd be the nigga raping if you know what a nigga means. I always said "It could never happen to me." But it did. And to this day, I live with the regrets that I thought nothing like that could ever happen to me. I was doing the cash register, it was a Sunday, so liquor sales didn't start until noon. Rence and Yad sat in the office until noon when the liquor sales started, then Rence and I traded places. For the longest time Yad and I sat in the office talking and getting to know each other. We talked about people, sports, cars, just normal shit, you know? Then he began making perverted comments and I just laughed a little but then he started making perverted comments about me! I was feeling very uncomfortable, I went up to the cash register with Rence. I didn't tell him about his cousin. Now I know I should have.
At about 2:30, Rence sent me and Yad into that back room to do some work. I was back there, minding my own business and doing my thing. Yad grabbed me by my arms and drug me into the bathroom. I screamed. He put this hand over my mouth and started to undo his pants. Knowing what was about to happen I froze. My whole body went numb. I couldn't move. After he was done, he got dressed and walked out of the bathroom like nothing happened. He left me there with my tears. When he walked out the door, he took with him my pride, my security and my dick, I'm not even fucking gay.. I had so many thoughts going through my mind. What if I tell someone and they don't believe me? Was it my fault? I thought Rence was my friend, if he was, how could his cousin do this to me? Not to mention the multiple feelings I had. Shame. Guilt. Anger. Fear. But most of all disbelief. How could this happen to me?
Jan 25, 2013 @ 00:45

He's cute? I bet he ain't #Hansum

Jan 25, 2013 @ 00:46

I prefer carcinogens to endorphins.

Jan 25, 2013 @ 00:48
april 2012 members fell off
Jan 25, 2013 @ 00:49
suck my whole dick off
Jan 25, 2013 @ 00:53
soooo you let him rape you?


Jan 25, 2013 @ 00:54
Gets raped 8 months ago.
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Jan 25, 2013 @ 01:01
Originally posted by Inactive User
soooo you let him rape you?
Later that night my sister came to pick me up. As soon as I got in her car, I started crying. I told her what happened. She told me I had to tell my parents. I didn't want to. She did. My whole family was crying...my parents...my 2 brothers.. and my sister. My mom called the police. After they got there and we made a police report, they took me to the hospital to have a rape kit done. We pressed charges. Later that night, they went to Yad's house. He told them it was consensual. I didn't want to do it. He forced me. It was RAPE!
Jan 25, 2013 @ 01:04

Chicks barely dancin, glancin every chance they get, like - oh shit, he's so HANSUM

Jan 25, 2013 @ 01:08
troll is not funny
Jan 25, 2013 @ 01:08
LMAO! Same shit Missy said when I "raped" her.. Sure, I forced it but she fucking liked it..
Jan 25, 2013 @ 01:14
Jan 25, 2013 @ 01:31
Obvious trolls on HB.


Jan 25, 2013 @ 01:49
This is what complex warned me about.
Jan 25, 2013 @ 02:15
boland back
Jan 25, 2013 @ 02:42
Jan 25, 2013 @ 02:45
lol gay nigger. nice of you to add some twitter hashtags with you story hahahah. this generation is retarded.

john lamone is a fag. boland is a fag.

Jan 25, 2013 @ 04:15
shit troll 

Fucktard we been developed a ratio

Jan 25, 2013 @ 05:44
^ id give him a 2 for the effort

be careful what you pretend to be

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