And i want to lose it to a girl thats special to me, not just some one night stand shit
But i want it to be emotional
Anyway the girl that was special to me was from my high school and we both never confronted our feelings for each other but there was definitely a connection between us and even our friends noticed it.
she used to always laugh when i done something funny and it would only be her laughing most of the time. When i done my research on the art of attraction i found out that 1 of the signs to know if a girl likes you is if they laugh at your jokes but in a way that is trying to get your attention. Id always look behind me in class and she would just turn her head away where she was looking at me and id always smile at her and she would smile aswell almost to say aaah you caught me staring. She would always come up to me at break time or even in lessons she would always sit close to me.
Anyway we both felt comfortable round each other and always could be ourselves. she used to always ask about me liking this girl
the bitch on the left
she would ask me if i still liked her and always ask what i would do when i was out with her and shit. Basically tryna find out bout her competition.
My friend got her bb pin off me and texted saying "are you the cheerleader that Tracy raps about" and he didnt tell me what she said properally cause i told him he was a dick and he ruined my chances with her because now shes gunna think im weird and that i like her. when i went back in school after he had done that Me and the girl sort of felt shy to talk to eachother Especially me cause i thought she knew i wrote a song about her. But i carried on acting normal. she never asked me about it though.
anyway when it came to prom i wanted to go with her but she was already taken and i was suppose to go with this fat bitch! PAUSE.!!!!
Luckily i didnt cause this is what she looked like at prom (the one in the orange dress!)
she was one of those popular fat girls who everyon got on with
and i was gunna go with her just as friends but then i found out she liked me and it creeped me out so i told her im not going with her 2 days before prom !
Anyway back to this story shit! thanks for keeping with Tracy
Soo anyway when it came to prom we both didnt talk much but we kept looking at eachother.
but at the after prom party she would try to get my attention but i was talking to some other girls and i think she got jealous so she kissed A few boys infront of me! I aint gunna front it did hurt but i just carried on as normal and shown that it didnt get to me. She didnt even like those boys cause they were to in her face just tryna fuck and she really wanted me thats why she kept looking over at me to see where i was but i ignored her.
we had to go back to school the next week for our exams and she kept calling me but i ignored her cause i felt like she didnt deserve me. she came up to me and i was talking quite blunt, she seemed quite upset cause i wasnt being all loving towards her and after the exam i went home and she kept looking at me when i walked off
We left not saying goodbye and it upset me for awhile but i got on with it
NOW a nigga wants to lose his virginity! and i still have some feelings towards her plus shes a virgin!
so HB this is where i need that advice! my only way of contacting her is through Facebook and i never use facebook unless im lurking
what should i say to her?
heres the girl
COME ON HB IM FINNA LOSE IT NIGGAS! I CAN DO IT!
TRACY CREATED VIRGIN SWAG! HE MUST END IT!!!!
Ruthless maybe you could help!!
- Tracy Jackson