Originally posted by Inactive UserI feel it Trace. You're still a teenager, and you're not out in the world, same w/ me. Most of my friends do some stupid shit that I'm not about. And because of that I'm mostly left out. and tbh it went far enough from the shit they liked. (i love my niggas but they're herbs in general). I still chill with them on weekends and after school though, it's just everybody grows up and grows out. It's my fault mostly, I avoid them because I'm just too pretentious.Man it sucks for me right now cause ive lost my friends because i dont smoke weed and thats all they do plus they are starting to get into more drugs like Coke and pills and what not
It doesnt bother me not seeing them again but it does hurt the fact they haven't called for me and they only will in like a months time but its only when they are bored.
When i was out with them i realized that i'm not one of there best friends and that im just the second option. The groups they hang out with aren't people i care for so i just ended up losing contact.
Ive recently remade my CV so im gunna be job hunting but i know once i get a job my life will head for a better and i will have a fresh start.
I feel sortof like tearing up because its always me that gets put in these situations or has to make sacrifices to move on but it is what it is
- Tracy Jackson
It's hard growing up man.
My best friend, nigga I knew since I was in diapers changed. Dude doesn't even hmu, and only gets at dudes he met less than 3yrs ago in high school. It don't bug me though, he's lowkey the only nigga I'm keeping to heart.
but nonetheless, I'm making my own moves. I got a job, making decent money. I'm spending my own personal time doing shit that I like and will help me in the future.
School is always first though.
I feel lowkey lonely, but I try to keep positive.
Man i feel like your gunna have a good life ahead of you and right now your at the same stage im at and thats having a fresh start then waiting awhile till you sort of blend into the lifestyle you want, your doing the right thing by coming away from those friends and in time i can promise it will go the way you want it to
Whats it like having a job bruh?
- Tracy Jackson