Alright so I'm gonna seem completely bitch made and I'm only a sophmore in high school just to start it off but I need some true wisdom and none of that stupid bullshit that I always here like fuck dat bitch and go for the next. I may be still young and I need to travel, school etc. but I have really mad feelings for this one girl that I've been talking to for a year. I went out with her during the summer and she broke it off with me but in an awful way so I was just being completely pathetic with her and being way too serious when I'm still in high school and shit. maybe two months ago, I find out she's with some ugly ass motherfucker and completely downgraded and leaves me super depressed ( I was already depressed even though we didn't go out that long) and I'm just well fuck. I started talking to her again and I got over her for a while and now I've been talking to her for a week now and my emotions are brought up high as hell. she's all I can think about and all I care about right now and I know it's not right because that's not just me. when I talk to her, I just feel super comfortable and like we're still going out but then she brings up her boyfriend and I'm just like fuck that nigga. but I can't say it to her. but what she tells me is that they've only been talking and they just ACT like they're going out since he doesn't have the balls to actually ask her to be his girlfriend and I'm really trying to go for it but not make it seem like I'm hella thirsty. I'm supposed to chill with her soon and I just have no idea what to do. Like I still have strong feelings for this girl like my great grandma just passed away and she's all I can think about and since we broke up, I've been wearing my heart on my sleeve like some pussy ass bitch and I can't fucking help it. there is probably loose ends in this but I just wrote this all of the top my head. I just need some wisdom on what to do because I don't have anyone helping me at all right now.
Are you crazy? Your great grandma just died and all you're thinking about is some bitch who left you and downgraded to some ugly ass dude? Smh. You're only a sophomore, move on, there's still more girls out there. I think you're wasting your time.
I guess so but I have no fucking idea like how to move on. I know she's a fucking bitch but it's like I'm feeling like one of those pathetic people that post "inspirational" quotes over Tumblr and shit. I kind of got over it and just started worrying more about my grandma since I posted but idk it's been on my mind. I know I'm wasting my time but I guess I can't help BUT waste my time if that makes sense at all. I'm pretty sure what I want to know is how to get over this bitch because I know this shit is really pathetic but I feel like I just can't move on. thanks for the advice though guys. and marvins room is the simp anthem that sadly applies to my situation