My girlfriend (of two years) recently broke up with me, the main reason being that she couldn't deal with all the fights anymore. She assured me that she still loves me with everything and that she didn't do it because she hates me, but because she had to. Alright, I get it. As much as I want her back, there's also a part of me who wants to get over her. But I don't know how? I keep stalking her online via Facebook, Twitter, etc. which has made me realize how pathetic I am considering I'm near damn 21 years old and I can't get over a girl. Maybe it's just harder because I consider her my "first love"? We have broken up before (three times to be exact, this being the fourth), and have gotten back together every time. However, I have the feeling that this time, we won't be getting back together again, for good. Since it appears as if she's already trying to move on (or just trying to make me jealous), I would also like to do the same. I think she already has her eyes on her rebound guy, which makes this process suck even more. I'm not the type to go around fucking bitches, or looking for rebounds, so how do I learn to cope emotionally and get over a damn girl whom I love?
Yes I sound bitch made, idgaf.