Seriously, it does. I had the chance to tell a girl that I like &) - who also happens to like me - that I wanted her number for a date (I even made her a origami flower), but no! I was too goddamn shy like a mother! I couldn't even get close to her. I can't talk to girls for crap - well, girls that I like for that matter. I just need to express my feelings right now, so think whatever you want. I mean, she saw me with the flower in my hand and shit, I was even +dressed, to impress, spark a bitch's interest+, I had 3 people trying to force me to talk to her. All that, and I couldn't even get a word to her. I went home with my tail between my legs, and the flower in my hand.
Tomorrow will be a new day though. I thought of it already. Dress to kill, then I stop by during the middle of her class (I'll be pretending to ask for a teacher or saying I need a wallet from a certain friend who's helping me get her). I'll just give her the flower, say Hi and "Sorry it took a while" and give her a note asking her number and all, and get back to my class. I'd see her after class anyways so I can talk to her. Acknowledge that the attention of the whole class and the teacher will be on me (and her), and once I put my body inside that room, there won't be no going back; hopefully, this will motivate me to give her the note. Of course, it'd be embarrassing if I get dissed during the time period so once I walk out the class, I'll go to the bathroom and faint. I'm just kidding about that part, but my heart rate will be skyrocketing. I get excited and nervous around her, just so you know.
Anyways, thanks for letting me put out my suppressed rage and plan and thanks for listening.
