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October 25, 2013 @ 08:44 PM
metameme

Post: 293

Join Date: Jun 2011

I have, seriously thought of suicide on a daily basis for awhile now. After ODing i have felt like i've died / other ideas or delusions from drug psychosis/withdrawl come into my head on a daily basis, little things trigger these and can induce horrible anxiety/dysphoria. Being homestuck, friendless, girls ect. just add to the pain. , cutting out everyone except the ones who want to help you get where you want to be is good.

I recently got a good job and have been clean for about a month, its a struggle but everyday it can get better if you try or at least go through the motions. I just hope i get many more days now, if no one likes me it doesnt matter. 

P.S. : 

FOR AWHILE I WOULD ONLY COME ON HB CRACKED OUT AND ALL MY FITS WERE GOD AWFUL.
Because I was fat, I felt the need to use stimulants to not eat for days at a time, I lost 100 pounds in 1 year.. 

I dont blame HB for making me feel fat, but jokes never made me feel any less of a fatass.
October 27, 2013 @ 09:36 AM

Inactive

its gettin dark again... imma call for help this morning this time i cant overcome this by my own
October 27, 2013 @ 11:15 AM
AmericanLegend

Post: 1943

Join Date: Jul 2012

Location: USA

its gettin dark again... imma call for help this morning this time i cant overcome this by my own
u depressed or something?

taste the glamour

October 27, 2013 @ 12:20 PM
CapnNemo

Post: 192

Join Date: Feb 2010

Location: Los Angeles

I plan on buyin a gun on Thursday and kill myself. I can't take this shit no more. I tried believin that things would get better, but I've officially lost all hope.


Keep strong bruh. I've thought about it a couple of times, but everytime, I see the joy of living. If you can't live for yourself then live for others that really care for you. 
My prayers are with you. 
October 27, 2013 @ 03:19 PM
Shin.1973

Post: 453

Join Date: Sep 2008

Location: Sin City

October 27, 2013 @ 04:00 PM
Iarumas

Post: 532

Join Date: Sep 2012

Location: Northpole

Wow there are ALOT of suicidal people on HB wtf

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October 27, 2013 @ 04:08 PM
PaydPal

Post: 2084

Join Date: Jun 2013

Location: Online

Wow there are ALOT of suicidal people on HB wtf
You ain't know we been bout that life...

"Real people ain't perfect. Perfect people ain't real."

October 27, 2013 @ 07:04 PM
blackice445

Post: 1583

Join Date: Jul 2009

Location: New Jersey

Suicides at all time high because of the internet and technology. We're too overstimulated by technology with youtube, all these social media networking sites, and even forums. it's like a drug to our brains. Once we get off the internet and put the ipad screen down, we see a world that does not stimulate us like it used too. So we get bored by it, and apathetic. We have a harder time maintaining relationships, things that use to make us happy don't. That's where depression settles in, and gives you these suicidal thoughts. So my advice is to get off the internet and live life, and also meditate. 
October 27, 2013 @ 07:43 PM
Richboy 100 million

Post: 726

Join Date: May 2012

Location: university of stacki...

Death got to be easy cause life is hard

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November 3, 2013 @ 06:44 AM
ManyHenny

Post: 126

Join Date: Jul 2013

HB brethren, hold on real tight if you're contemplating it.

I'm going through the same shit, but I'm fighting.
November 8, 2013 @ 11:33 PM
preme720

Post: 125

Join Date: May 2013

A few years ago all I thought about was suicide . but now even though life is shit at times I know I can get through it and im just excited to see what life has to offer 
November 9, 2013 @ 02:02 AM
jacobsever

Post: 1741

Join Date: Apr 2012

Location: Peoria, IL

Yes, it was about a week ago.

It was like 7am and I was tired as fuck, but I also drank a lot of coffee around midnight so I just couldn't get to sleep. Like, my body was just exhausted, but my brain was on over drive. Then to top it off I had the biggest headache I've ever had in my life, and nothing would help. Then on top of THAT, my cat kept jumping on my bed and slapping me in the face, and every time I'd go to grab her, she would jump off and start laugh-meowing. So I considered sticking a knife through my eyeball (the headache was just above my eye) in order to cease the pain and put me in a never ending sleep.

November 9, 2013 @ 02:12 AM
Pantic

Post: 3272

Join Date: Jan 2010

Location: The basement

Thats some pretty weak reasoning to consider suicide lmao an annoying cat and a headache
November 9, 2013 @ 02:14 AM
jacobsever

Post: 1741

Join Date: Apr 2012

Location: Peoria, IL

Have you ever wanted nothing more than to sleep but your body just won't? One of the most frustrating things in the world. Besides people who don't use turn signals.

November 9, 2013 @ 02:15 AM
99%Shit

Post: 3285

Join Date: Oct 2009

Location: Ontario

Yes, it was about a week ago.

It was like 7am and I was tired as fuck, but I also drank a lot of coffee around midnight so I just couldn't get to sleep. Like, my body was just exhausted, but my brain was on over drive. Then to top it off I had the biggest headache I've ever had in my life, and nothing would help. Then on top of THAT, my cat kept jumping on my bed and slapping me in the face, and every time I'd go to grab her, she would jump off and start laugh-meowing. So I considered sticking a knife through my eyeball (the headache was just above my eye) in order to cease the pain and put me in a never ending sleep.


Consider doing the intro. 

"Last night I wanted to take a pill to go to sleep. I said to myself if took more of them I'd sleep better. Then if I took all them I'd sleep without dreaming, without waking. I'd be dead."

narsha.narsha.narsha

November 9, 2013 @ 02:22 AM
bjornvan

Post: 957

Join Date: Sep 2012

Every damn day b.For example I order some olive green levis awhile back.Got here this morning.2 shades lighter then they looked on the screen
FUCKEVERYTHING
November 9, 2013 @ 02:23 AM
jacobsever

Post: 1741

Join Date: Apr 2012

Location: Peoria, IL

Yes, it was about a week ago.

It was like 7am and I was tired as fuck, but I also drank a lot of coffee around midnight so I just couldn't get to sleep. Like, my body was just exhausted, but my brain was on over drive. Then to top it off I had the biggest headache I've ever had in my life, and nothing would help. Then on top of THAT, my cat kept jumping on my bed and slapping me in the face, and every time I'd go to grab her, she would jump off and start laugh-meowing. So I considered sticking a knife through my eyeball (the headache was just above my eye) in order to cease the pain and put me in a never ending sleep.


Consider doing the intro. 

"Last night I wanted to take a pill to go to sleep. I said to myself if took more of them I'd sleep better. Then if I took all them I'd sleep without dreaming, without waking. I'd be dead."
That's one of my favorite bands. I'm wearing their shirt right now.

November 9, 2013 @ 02:45 AM
POPALONG//CASSIDY

Post: 596

Join Date: Nov 2011

So.....what happened to dude?
November 9, 2013 @ 03:05 AM
99%Shit

Post: 3285

Join Date: Oct 2009

Location: Ontario


That's one of my favorite bands. I'm wearing their shirt right now.



Hit me up on my celly-cell is probably my favourite song, at least in this style of music.

narsha.narsha.narsha

November 9, 2013 @ 01:56 PM
Soul Rize

Post: 1849

Join Date: Dec 2010

Location: Houston

so op is inactive . 
OP COMMITTED SUICIDE inb4 HB thread pops up on media and gets fame for at least trying to save him. 

Cmon get down with a real nigga wussup

November 10, 2013 @ 03:32 AM
AmericanLegend

Post: 1943

Join Date: Jul 2012

Location: USA

RIP OP 
hate it had to be him

s/o to CNN

taste the glamour

November 10, 2013 @ 04:14 AM
حريق

Post: 467

Join Date: Sep 2013

Location: Bando

Yeah b. But then I decided to man up, can't play victim, it's for fuccbois. I was a broke dropout who's girlfriend had left him. Since then I've ran to these bandz, cawped a foreign, had my dick sucked by 2 of my ex's during the same time period back to back, can actually sleep in however much I want & still make gwap.  Point is, life gets better breh IF you make it that way. Don't just sit around and expect for shit to get better, you gotta make it better YOURSELF.

Throwed Assassin.

November 10, 2013 @ 09:09 AM
POPALONG//CASSIDY

Post: 596

Join Date: Nov 2011

Yeah b. But then I decided to man up, can't play victim, it's for fuccbois. I was a broke dropout who's girlfriend had left him. Since then I've ran to these bandz, cawped a foreign, had my dick sucked by 2 of my ex's during the same time period back to back, can actually sleep in however much I want & still make gwap.  Point is, life gets better breh IF you make it that way. Don't just sit around and expect for shit to get better, you gotta make it better YOURSELF.
how'd you make yours better
December 2, 2013 @ 08:01 AM
AmericanLegend

Post: 1943

Join Date: Jul 2012

Location: USA

bump 
wheres Op

taste the glamour

December 3, 2013 @ 07:12 PM
Nyc93

Post: 2465

Join Date: May 2013

Location: Ny

bump 
wheres Op
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December 3, 2013 @ 07:40 PM
Gilly Suits

Post: 2085

Join Date: May 2011

Location: 617/781/508

He still posts. Dude has like 4 accounts.

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