born Thousand oaks, CA
childhood years: grew up in an apartment complex for the first 5 years.my parents were always working i was the one out of my siblings who actually got a sitter or someone to watch me unlike my older brother and sister. came from a hardworking family. my parents dont know english they prefered busting their asses working like any immigrant instead of learning the language and shit.
elementary school: i never really liked school i was the one cracking jokes and shit i remember the first time i got suspended in 5th grade cuz this tomboy thru a dodgeball at me and called her a bitch. over time suspensions for fighting and shit. i was always the youngest of the class.
middle school: was just as bad i fucked around was being an idiot. fighting kids. not taking it serious was on the verge of getting expelled. friends i was with labled whitewashed by my old childhood friends who i grew up with they slowly were turning "gangsters" wearing ben davis dickies all that shit your typical sterotype. (but keep in mind i live in one of the most safest cities in the country so they really not bout that life maybe idk and idc)
my parents had saved some decent money and had excellent credit to buy a home in an all white community like the ones on tv
i had transfered to a school next to my house where i was the only mexican in my school except for 2 the school consisted of spoiled white kids. met a dude named chris who got me into BMX and shit.
suffered from depression. was diagnosed with bipolar 1 etc.
Highschool: i didnt promote from 8th grade started HS at a continuation school.
i took it serious so i can get out of the school and go back to a regular school.
freshman year i was a pretty popular dude i was someone everyone knew loved and hated. i had enemies and shit. i had met a girl thru a kid who lived down the street and we instantly hit it off although we had a 2 year age difference judge me
time progressed people began hating me. i was still fighting and shit i got sent back to the same school i once hoped to never return from.
i had met someone who is my homie now he's 2 years younger than me his brother is my age but he is a bitch. my boy didnt give a shit and i mean not give a fuck. he was down for whatever. we would be breaking the law and shit be out at night get fucked up fight people jack people anytime we could. it eventually got to us getting ahold of some heat we got from a house. thats where it went down hill he got caught up and took the blame never once mentioned my name. (parents dont really know about this shit)
times were tough at this point my parents had lost their jobs we lost our house they had to file for bankruptcy everything and all that. i was still growing i didnt really understand to much but now looking back at it all its like damn i wish i knew how to help
senior year: was still not taking school seriously. getting suspended and shit. i graduated high school barely after a wake up call at 2 in the morning one night. during this period i got in a car accident stupid ass driver decided to drink and drive without our knowledge. broke my neck was a miracle i was walking and alive actually. lessoned learned changed my prespective on life.
Now: its been 2 years since i've graduated. i'm still currently seeing the girl who i started dating back in 2007.
my parents are hanging in their. i m working a t target atm. im taking a pharmacy tech course. i wanna go to school for fashion and shit. i make music but need the tools to keep progressing. i have 3 friends. i've been long forgotten by people my friend calls me the underdog because of the potential i have to strive forward. its a hard life guys.
i wanna work hard for my parent man i hate seeing them not have money and end up the way they are. i wanna hit them back and more if possible.
i wish the best for everyone on here.