the current boyfriend i have (i got back together with my ex from yesterday's post). he cares about me. but what he said to me. that i can still tell my friends we're together. but between us we're just hanging out. I'm scared of him. his mind is so fuucked. that a guy doesn't want me that way. i feel so bad. so tiring. it shouldn't feel like this. but deep inside of me. i know he's wrong. he's not good for me. i should just away. i need to be stronger. i need to concentrate on else where. because enough is enough. this isn't what i want. i feel like i'm forcing it. it doesn't feel natural anymore. i'm lost. i feel like i don't even like him.
but its the sex and how he spoils me.
and his kindness.
but really. his career and his morals. values. i dont agree with.
i hate it all.
i want. i want someone to lift me up and protect me. not backstab me. but protect me and has got my back
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