So I woke up at 7 am to go to work and I came back home around
2 pm. I felt tired as hell and decided to go catch some sleep.
Now I had this nightmare.. The weather was beautiful, bright and sunny.
It honestly felt like a movie you know where the sun glares on the camera and you
see trees and birds everywhere? Well it was that setting.
But then the dream goes like this... I was coming back from school and decided to grab
some taco bell. I go home and but right when I do, I see an event.
The event is my ex driving on this beautiful sunny day and she gets in
a major car accident.... The cars were honking and everything... It literally felt
too real. She dies in the car accident then all of a sudden im back where
i left in my house excelt somehow im now in my bath tub and crying..
I felt so mich pain from knowing my ex passed away and then my vision
goes back to the trees and sun and now im lookong at myself from
a third person view of me crying on a beautiful day and my windows are open
and yea... It was like hell in heaven... If that makes sense..
But then i wole up and had to grasp reality for a second but it felt way too real
and got me depressed as hell.