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LOVE STORY:So 2 days ago, you know.. the day before Valentine's Day, this one girl came back to my life. Now, I've known her for quite some time and we used to be just regular high school friends. Now the thing was that back in my freshman year of high school, I had a little crush on her... but she had a boyfriend. So me being the respectful and faithful dude that I am, I never approached her in a manner where you saw me flirting with her. I just kept it friendly. During the time that we have known each other, we have had ups and downs with our friendship, so there will be a few months out the year where we wouldn't even speak to each other. No texts, no calls, none of us hanging out with mutual friends to even know how we are doing. Now this is the thing... But during the mist of all this, I fuck around and develop feelings within like a day, actually in better words... I get BACK the feelings I used to have for this chick and I simp hard by going to the local fucking store and cawpping a rose, a card, and about half a pound of chocolate, shout to Symphony... nah but real shit, I get her all these cute little gifts and we end up seeing each other on Valentine's... she looks good as fuck, I'm rockin my flannel, no preme or apc's on, just some regular flannel with my chucks cuz a nigga really out here in Cali like that... hair slicked back thanks to American Crew Pomade you feel me? So I'm like all looking good, cheap ass chanel cologne for the bitches and all that and so I see her... and my nigga... I had the weirdest feeling in my stomach... like hawks and fucking vultures flying around that bitch, no butterflies doe... but yeah so I get all shy and cute for this chick and she ends up giving me a gift too... a cute little teddy bear, i saw the price tag and it said 5 bucks... I was hurt
Anyway we kicked it, i have her the rose with the card and the chocolate, chilled at my pad and were just talking and talking... now keep this in mind, it was around the afternoon so we just kicking it getting to know each other a bit more and catching up on life and whatnot... so then I take her to my room... Shoutout to everyone that has their own rooms... I'm still livin with my moms, I'm 20 and I'm in skool so relax HB we doin things you feel me? so yeah me and her get to kissing and rubbing and she just takes off her clothes B...a handsome nigga like me didn't even have to ask, that big booty came out dem jeans and I was just feeling her for a bit and she goes down on me...I sing her a deftones song while she rite there boppin ya boy MR. PINK ... to make that scene short, we have a good time and then I ask her to be my girlfriend right.. so then she asks me if I'm serious (this is how I know she's aint ready or she just trying to play me like a hoe) and so I calm down... I stop acting all immature and really ask her out and she says yes.... now peep this... earlier she asked me if I would ever want to marry her... later on the day I tell her one day I want to live with her... she responds YES you will be living with me... so now I'm thinking okay so she falling in love saying shit she ain't ready for I mean come on... We've known each other for years and all that but that doesn't make anyone be prepared to move in with someone they like, let alone LOVE in this situation... so then I text her today in the morning after I'm thinking about all this and tell her so wats up are we really going out cuz I'm a bit confused about the whole situation... the only fucking reason I said this is because her stupid ass didn't believe me about me being serious asking her out... so then she just reads my shit and doesnt text back and now I'm like okay... She got me doing things I'm not used to... she got me a little sprung... so then after realizing this bitch isn't ready for any type of commitment I just tell her.... yeah that's what I thought... I turn off my phone and go listen to more DEFTONES cuz that's what nigga do when he falls in love with a chick... so now I'm over here calling my homies and getting different answers from them about this... I would hate to say this but maybe she just domed a nigga for the sake of Valentine's Day and was just playing with my heart about being together... now a nigga over here feeling like shit cuz to be honest with all of you... I don't want to be with her just for the sex... I really do love this chick but if she ain't ready for the type of commitment I'm looking for then Imma keep it G and just move on... talk to other females and hope for the best cuz I'm not about to cry over a chick that doesn't like me fam...let alone love me... but yeah man someone throw in that feelsgoodman.jpg cuz a nigga just vented on HB... my niggas... what the fuck do y'all think about this? This isn't the only story I have for the niggas out there falling in and out of love... but this is my current one... I'm like a hopeless romantic asking the world about relationship advise... Please keep it cool in this thread fam... maybe we can all learn something new... Share your thoughts... real talk...a nigga feeling down right now... I didn't want this bullshit to happen to me... I just want to be happy fam...
