Sup HB. Been a while. Just thought I'd drop by and see how everyone's doing.
I been feeling pretty horrible lately. My first love and I broke up and I can't move on for some reason
What's worse is that she's prob. going out of state for college so the chance of us getting back together is 0%
My grades this semester weren't too great because I had so much on my mind. (Trying to transfer into a better school too)
My "best" friends back stabbed me trying to sabotage my relationship (which they did) so basically I have no friends other than my friends from HS but I only talk to them on Xbox live since they all went out of state for college.
Can't get a job anywhere, literally.
I commute to college so making friends there is basically impossible since most people know each other by dorms. Plus im an introvert which doesnt help.
Since it's winter break I stay home and do nothing... literally.
I just havent been happy with my life honestly since my ex and I broke up (which was about 3-4 months ago)
That relationship tore my whole life apart.
I feel dead, literally. I havent felt alive for a while and I dont know... I really dont know what to do anymore.