Cheating...

I know what this looks like. Another dumbass posting a long ass story about crap that means nothing to you. I don't know who else to talk to know. I've been dating this girl. Its been about 8 months and i know she is the one. You know when you meet a girl that you love absolutely with your whole heart? I went to school with her for 7 years and never said a word to her. Idk how it happened but once high school ended she began to show an interest in me. I had always thought she was something else but ive always been the kind of guy that was shy or quiet or shit like that so i never made any attempt to talk to her. Plus she had been dating this guy on and off and i never wanted to get in between that. Well we start talking and going on dates and all that shit. But little did i know that she was going back and fourth between me and her ex. It happened numerous times. It hurt me pretty bad. LIke i was beginning to like this girl a lot. I broke things off with her and she was devastated. I guess i cant really speak for her but i know for a fact she was. She went out of her way to get my trust back, and she did. Ever since then she as been the most perfect girlfriend anyone to ask for. Takes me places, buys me food, very understanding of me, my family likes her, buys me 'preme and bape haha. Basically the perfect girl.
     Well recently idk why but i feel myself getting slightly bored with her and interested in other girls. Ill flirt occasionally but nothing more then a compliment. She still loves me probably even more then she used to. Well i had been keeping this small conversation with this other girl i had known for awhile before my current girlfriend. Just keeping her around incase things fell apart i had someone to fall back on. This girl is the fucking definition of thirsty! She had been trying to get me to come over for the longest time and tonight i finally did! My gf was home very sick tonight and just said she wanted to be alone. So i did. I stayed at the crib and did my thing until idk what came over me...I decided to go to that girls house. Well cut to the chase i basically cheated on my gf. I left feeling more terrible then ive ever felt in my entire life. Idk what to do. So im here writing on this forum tell all y'all about my damn life problems. Im not sure why i did what i did but i feel like i ruined so much. I know there'll be niggas thatll put there stupid 2 cents in and there will be a couple fellas that can give me some enlightenment so please. Help me out. Idk what to do...

This reminded me of the time when I noticed another dumbass posting a long ass story about crap that means nothing to you. I don't know who else to talk to know. I've been dating this girl. Its been about 8 months and i know she is the one. You know when you meet a girl that you love absolutely with your whole heart? I went to school with her for 7 years and never said a word to her. Idk how it happened but once high school ended she began to show an interest in me. I had always thought she was something else but ive always been the kind of guy that was shy or quiet or shit like that so i never made any attempt to talk to her. Plus she had been dating this guy on and off and i never wanted to get in between that. Well we start talking and going on dates and all that shit. But little did i know that she was going back and fourth between me and her ex. It happened numerous times. It hurt me pretty bad. LIke i was beginning to like this girl a lot. I broke things off with her and she was devastated. I guess i cant really speak for her but i know for a fact she was. She went out of her way to get my trust back, and she did. Ever since then she as been the most perfect girlfriend anyone to ask for. Takes me places, buys me food, very understanding of me, my family likes her, buys me 'preme and bape haha. Basically the perfect girl.
     Well recently idk why but i feel myself getting slightly bored with her and interested in other girls. Ill flirt occasionally but nothing more then a compliment. She still loves me probably even more then she used to. Well i had been keeping this small conversation with this other girl i had known for awhile before my current girlfriend. Just keeping her around incase things fell apart i had someone to fall back on. This girl is the fucking definition of thirsty! She had been trying to get me to come over for the longest time and tonight i finally did! My gf was home very sick tonight and just said she wanted to be alone. So i did. I stayed at the crib and did my thing until idk what came over me...I decided to go to that girls house. Well cut to the chase i basically cheated on my gf. I left feeling more terrible then ive ever felt in my entire life. Idk what to do. So im here writing on this forum tell all y'all about my damn life problems. Im not sure why i did what i did but i feel like i ruined so much. I know there'll be niggas thatll put there stupid 2 cents in and there will be a couple fellas that can give me some enlightenment so please. Help me out. Idk what to do...