More details on the long distance not workin if youre gunna have us read all that not to be harsh but whats good with the failure. Doesn't really sound like some simp shit, its not like you were thirsty on some bullshit or you played yourself.
edit: stopped reading after u broke up, if its about offing yourself, then please, don't play yourself with suicide, and if you are serious about that than don't take trolls seriously. For real if ppl come on here for that kind of emotion and the trolls get at em, I could see some vulnerable ppl really offing themselves on some last straw fuck this cold world shit.
I never understood why ppl make long distance sound so hard. I dated my girl for almost 3 years from NYC when she was in LA and it got hard at times, but we saw eachother every 3 or 4 weeks we'd switch off who would go to who. It was actually kind of fun, taking 3-4 day vacations every month, and its not like plane tickets are that much guap if you have any type of income. As long as you can be independent on your own two and you trust the chick and she trusts you i dont know why ppl think its that hard, unless the relationship was doomed to failure regardless or the love wasn't really that strong in the first place. Then again you made it sound like you weren't fucking, I can't even relate to that cuz the sex chemistry is an extremely significant part of any romantic relationship I take seriously, no disrespect to those who do otherwise. I could have never gotten through that long distance without the promise of endless booty on some lady in the streets freak in the sheets type during every visit.