I've never been more terrified, you're looking at the difference between life and death. I'm not a pussy or some suss, I've seen guns, but I'm just some suburban white boy, I've never had a gun held at me before, and it doesn't happen much around here. I realized people don't give a fuck about you, they just want what you got and if they're really that desperate they'll do whatever it takes to get it.
It ain't worth it, you can't trust anyone these days and that's a fact, your homies can turn their back at any minute.
Feel free to flame and troll and shit, this isn't the first place I came, I'm not lookin for sympathy, just figured it wouldn't hurt to share.