When DEATH stares you in the face

May 20, 2012 @ 06:06:01
Got diagnosed with Prostate Cancer last Wednesday.
Went in for a scheduled check up doctor offered a prostate screening, I didn't decline. He felt a lump and suggested I receive an Trans rectal Ultrasound.
I had a rather large tumor........

This is probablly the part where you are expecting me to tell you something inspirational from the bible.
Well I am not. When I told my Pastor of the situation he talked to me about the story of Job and how he went thru trials and tribulations. And how God is love to those who love him.
Right when he said that I replied, "I love the Lord, those who love one another do not pass each other harmful forms of cancer."
Of course he refuted my claim.
But it made me think.
The God of the Bible is not all Love.
HE IS A NARCISSISTIC CULT LEADER THAT USES THE THREAT OF HELL TO GAIN FOLLOWERS.
FUCK HIM

I AM DONE WITH RELIGION
I SPENT HOURS TRYING TO CLEAN UP THIS FORUM FOR THE LORD AND THIS IS HOW HE REPAYS ME?
I WENT ON COUNTLESS CHURCH RETREATS, BIBLE STUDIES, YOUTH GROUPS WHEN I WAS YOUNGER, SHIT I TAUGHT YOUTH GROUP WHEN I WAS OLD ENOUGH........
AND THIS HOW THE LORD ALMIGHTY THE MAKER OF HEAVEN AND EARTH DOES ME?
sigh
well now that I am done venting....

I have decided I am from now on going to live life the way I want to and not worry about sin and going to hell. Because clearly the one who decides who inhabits hell does not care about me.

I AM NO LONGER SOULJA4THELORD I AM SOULJA4TRUTH, that you only have one life, and you can waste it giving into a narcissistic cult leader or enjoy it to the fullest.

I have 3 weeks before I begin treatment, they will also check if the cancer is in its early stages However from the Biopsy reports and the TRUNS my doctor has suggested that the cancer has spread to my Seminal Vesicles,
OR WORST CASE SCENARIO it is advanced and has moved to other areas of my body.
In those 3 weeks I will be living life to the fullest.
If I can get a good deal on a camera I will take snapshots of my next 3 weeks adventures as I stare death in its face.
I would say Pray for me guys........
But that doesn't seem to work.
So fuck it just get this thread up to 2 pages so i can feel good about my life on Hypebeast for once.

Thanks,
Soulja4Truth

For God so loved the World!

May 20, 2012 @ 06:10:50
cool story bro
May 20, 2012 @ 06:20:07
Originally posted by Inactive User
cool story bro
May 20, 2012 @ 06:20:46

FPM - MUCKFATH

May 20, 2012 @ 06:22:20
tl;dr
May 20, 2012 @ 06:23:13
May 20, 2012 @ 06:24:30
sigh
welp.......

For God so loved the World!

May 20, 2012 @ 06:27:07
Pics or GTFO

FUCK DREWBACCA | smh fuck REVS to....

May 20, 2012 @ 06:27:28
Use your last days and your illness to bed women! Oh wait you cant because prostate cancer your life suckzzz kys
May 20, 2012 @ 06:28:35
May 20, 2012 @ 06:39:30
lol man I really hope you jokin about having cancer.
You always make me laugh with your posts doe.

I'm That Nigga.

May 20, 2012 @ 06:56:44

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May 20, 2012 @ 09:03:30
a follower his whole life
one thing go wrong
become a nonbeliever

You need church more than anyone here buddy
May 20, 2012 @ 14:37:00
can't tell if troll
May 20, 2012 @ 15:08:30
May 20, 2012 @ 17:28:42
better check out the jailbait thread
May 20, 2012 @ 17:51:01
May 20, 2012 @ 22:02:02
a follower his whole life
one thing go wrong
become a nonbeliever

You need church more than anyone here buddy

lmfao!
May 20, 2012 @ 22:47:06
I am a Deist, Just know someone else out there is probably going through something much worst.

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May 21, 2012 @ 00:35:59

Inactive User

"I SPENT HOURS TRYING TO CLEAN UP THIS FORUM FOR THE LORD AND THIS IS HOW HE REPAYS ME?
I WENT ON COUNTLESS CHURCH RETREATS, BIBLE STUDIES, YOUTH GROUPS WHEN I WAS YOUNGER, SHIT I TAUGHT YOUTH GROUP WHEN I WAS OLD ENOUGH……..
AND THIS HOW THE LORD ALMIGHTY THE MAKER OF HEAVEN AND EARTH DOES ME?"

"...Not by works, so that no one can boast.."

but if you're serious, I do understand. Hope your time goes well, I don't know you personally so I don't really know what to say.
May 21, 2012 @ 00:42:43
You don't need a doctor for the cancer only,

also need a doctor/psychologic to clean up your brains.

retard.
May 21, 2012 @ 00:50:34
you might think it's the end of the world right now, but it's not. i've had cancer for 5 years on and off and i became closer with God and to my family. i've met tons of great people that i wouldn't have otherwise. i just always look at the positive side. You focus on negative energy, you get negative results.

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May 21, 2012 @ 01:09:51
Some y'all are so corny...
May 21, 2012 @ 02:53:55
YOLO

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May 21, 2012 @ 02:56:43







May 21, 2012 @ 09:01:26

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May 22, 2012 @ 04:24:23
a follower his whole life
one thing go wrong
become a nonbeliever

You need church more than anyone here buddy


i mean that one thing is cancer though

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May 22, 2012 @ 08:38:14
Went in for a scheduled check up doctor offered some dick up my virgin ass, I didn't decline.

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oh, and




OP IS GONNA DIE Y'ALL
May 22, 2012 @ 18:00:32
^^^ hahah oh shit
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