Like I dint know how to explain it, but I'm just lonely, you know? Like I talk to people all the time at school, I'm not lame at all but I just don't have any real friends. Everyday I just come home, and wait for the next miserable day to start. I don't have any hopes or ambitions or anything, I'm really smart but have terrible grades. I just don't see the point of doing anything. I make other people laugh but theres no point in me being happy I just say what they want. No matter what we do we are all going to die, so what's the point.
You are depressed because you have no friends. You got no friends because you just say what people want to hear all the time. Maybe you should not give a fuck and just say what you are feeling. Yeah some people will hate you for it but real niggas will be down with you if you show you aint afraid to say what you feelin. Cuz if you just saying what people want to hear all the time sounds like you kissing ass all the time. Nobody wants to be friends with that kind of nigga