met a girl a couple years back
saw her and knew i had to say something
so i started a conversation and ended up going out and about and got some food after class that same night
after that id see her in class sometimes (this is college btw) and shed sit by me and usually save me a seat.
id ask her if she wanted to hang after class and shed come with me and wed go out to eat, went to malls, she even tagged along on some errands i had to run.
there was a time in the car she heard a song by an artist that she liked and said she really liked another song but couldnt remember what the name was at the moment. this was right as i was dropping her off so i jotted down my number and said well text me if you remember because im pretty curious as to what it is
she texted me the name of the song later on and we texted a bit.
after that shed text me when she wasnt going to class or was going to be late for class.
we would go out and get fast food on break,
wed go to sitdowns after class.
she would tell me her schedule so i could take classes with her as we had the same major.
so i took alot of classes with her.
in these classes, we would usually partner up, because i dgaf about any of those other people in there.
so eventually she mentions she has a boyfriend and im kinda like wtf?
so then like a few days after that shes complains her mans being a douche or something like that and i gave her a look like so fucking what? what does that have to do with me?
so i kinda said that sucks, fuck that fool den
(let me go ahead and note, i am not a friend zone type of guy, at all, i dont carry mysself that way. i may as well be lil b up in this bitch feel me
i mean at the time i had a slammin girlfriend and this girl knew that.
so her bf was out of town and she was mad at him
she has me over to do a project
i get there, and she makes dinner.
we do the work and chat.
she starts drinking and goes and changes
now at this point, my gf is blowing up my phone and making shit akward as fuck.
this girl looks like shes ready to go to sleep,
and i couldnt bring myself to make a move and cheat on my girl.
so things went on as usual,
and then the quarter ended and we didnt have class together for some reason or another for a while because i could never get into the classes for varying reasons (prereqs etc)
so we didnt talk as much
then wed talk and occasionally go out to eat
and didnt talk much for a while until i find out her and her man break up
and right around then we start getting classes again together, so we start chilling again.
so a few facts and then we fast forward a bit
she always responds to my texts,
and she always accepts my invitations out and about. shed offer to pay, but i would thank her for offering and usually get it, (how i was raised. kinda old timey i guess, if you take a girl out you pay dawg)
then we didnt have any class for a while because she was further in the program than me.
id still text her though and occasionally wed grab lunch
so then she had me come to a pool party, i went for a bit, and then left, (was going to come back but found out she left right after i did)
she texted me later that night and thanked me for coming with a smile
so now shes about to graduate, and we finally got a last class together.
she talks about moving back to her home state, but says she doesnt know if she wants to,
she said shed stay here if she had a reason.
so we start hanging out after class again.
i realize my window of opportunity to tell her how i feel is closing.
so later that afternoon, supr of the moment, i decide im going to right there bite the bullet and tell her how i feel.
i just said you know i really like you. have for a while.
to the point.
no bs.
but not too in your face.
she texted me back an hour later
she wasnt ignoring me and was going to work and doesnt know what to say.
so now im sittin here like
ok?
i mean its pretty fucking bad if im on here asking
dont really know where else to ask
