October 25, 2011 at 06:32:45 Oct 25, 2011 @ 06:32
<p>Seeing as how no one will probably want to read that long post by me … I can try and keep it short and just get to the point.</p>
<p>Basically, I met this girl I ended up crushing on during the Summer at my temp job. I ended up getting her number and we hanged out a bunch of times. I ended up telling her that I liked her more then a friend and she cried in my car. It was happy tears or some ish. I asked her if she felt the same and she said with me it was different. She felt a strong connection. The next day we hanged out some more and that night while i was at her door after we hugged.. she says my name and asks if she can kiss me. I don’t recall if i said anything…. she kissed me on the cheek but I didn’t return the kiss back.</p>
<p>Did I f-k up my chances?</p>
<p>That night was the last time I have seen her since. Our conversations began to decline later that week. My bbm msgs to her would not get a response.. When I called her she didn’t pick up. I ......
Alright imma be real with you for a sec Araab. Please take everything I say as coming from a place of positivity, no hate/judgement intended.
With that said, what the fuck are you thinking b? Like seriously, I cannot even begin to fathom a world in which I could comprehend how your brain works for any of this to make sense. Shit reminds me of when I did this bitch's homework for a month in 7th grade cuz she gave bomb head. You got one kiss on the cheek and you have been fantasizing about it for what appears to be several months. I could go on about what you should and shouldn't have done but that would be irrelevant moving forward and only cause you to dwell on every little detail of your interactions with this girl even more than you already have.
My advice to you is the following. Leave her a 5 minute long voicemail about how much of a broken, socially awkward, mentally and emotionally detached human being you are and how insincere and fleeting all of your past relationships have been, and that you guys should hang out. This is literally the only way you will be getting pussy from this girl. I wouldn't expect you to understand how this would work, you'll just have to have a little bit of faith.
Regardless tho, at the very least doing something that drastic and non-conformist will help you start giving less of a fuck about things. Loosen up and live in the moment. You haven't seen this girl in 7 weeks, she does not exist. Move on. The end.